User blog:General Phychodash/Update Thing

Just a quick Trigger Warning, as this topic can be seen as sensitive.

Heya guys, 'tis Psychodash. So, if you didn't know I was supposed to be in school on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. However, I was only there on Monday and didn't want to go into detail. However, if you can bare to read, here's the reason why;

I was originally going to post a video on my YouTube channel about this, but the audio in the video screwed up, so I decided to just make a blog post.

So, Monday, December 20th, was the first of three days before break. I thought it would just be normal, it'd be a chill day where we watch movies or do unproductive shit in every class. Well, I was right, that happened, except for in Math.

In Math, we were doing review for a test (and keep in mind I'm not the best at math) and our teacher likes to just call out random students rather than the ones raising their hand.

So, he calls me. And I'm actually trying to understand what I'm doing and solve the problem step by step. It was going good, however, all I could hear around me was things like "hurry up!" and "anyday now" and all sorts of things hinting I was taking a long time.

I tried to ignore it, and tried to make it seem like it wasn't a big deal. But then my one friend who I actually trust suddenly started treating me badly. And after this, I had went into a bad panic late at night, and it took my a little while, but I started realizing it wasn't just panicking, it was an anxiety attack.

Luckily, I'm okay. I told my parents that was happening as soon as I recognized what was going on. They immediately took me to the hospital. And I spent (roughly) a good portion of the night there (got there around midnight and left around 2 AM, but this also includes the 40-minute drive there and back). I wasn't too bad, but it took me about an hour to get back on track.

That lead to me missing the next two days before break, due to not alot of sleep and the attack starting at school. Needless to say, my mom is not happy and I may be going to a different school, or even, homeschooled.

Now, if you have a problem with this, I said trigger warning at the top and you should've listened. But if this violates the wiki rules in any way, you have every right to take this down (if you're an admin).