User blog:Sukie The Human Mangle/The Day In The Life Of Me, Sukie

'''Hello, Sukie here. Thought I would give an update on how I have been. Well in other words, I have started school and so I will not be on. Unchanged during the day. Plus I have started working and well that will sometimes take up the day I'm at school and to go to work. My emotional state has been decent kinda at a normal range to say the least.

I feel like I am hurting a lot because the person who thought was my friend betrayed me. They hurt me real bad, I feel so fucking numb I swear I can't feel. I'm not saying this nor doing this for attention. I'm just doing this just so you guys can understand the way I feel and I feel the way I feel.. I guess it will take time to feel better, I just feel like I can trust no one after what they did to me. But why does this happen to me? Why do people do this to me all the time! I'm sick of being walked all over on and being used just so people can blame their dumb shit on me! All I feel I anger and hurt! The pains so deep I don't think I can stand it much longer.

I don't think any of you can relate to this or maybe you can. I just really need someone right now before the darkness can consume me. I thank you all for being here with me.. Just please don't ever leave or give up on me.

I'll write more later.'''