User blog:Webba/Informational Personal Update

This blog is primarily an update on me and my current situation. This blog is personal and meant to be taken seriously. If the topic of mental disorders makes you uncomfortable, please do not read on. You have been informed.

A while ago I made a blog post about me that mentioned depression, but at the time I wasn't sure if I had it or not.
 * Depression Update

At this point I've had multiple meltdowns and while not everyone knows this I've been cutting for about a year and although I've been clean for a month, the impulses are getting worse. I mentioned an attempt at suicide. I have tried this a total of three times at this point.

Depression in itself is a terrible, terrible disorder that no one should have to go through, and depression sometimes either starts or develops along with anxiety. Unfortunately I genetically have both depression and anxiety, they just weren't, to a certain sense, "active." My anxiety is not very severe, however it is very rare I feel calm or safe and I have very bad sleeping issues.
 * Anxiety

Not really anyone knew about this. It's not really physical as so much mental and verbal, but abuse is abuse.
 * Abuse

I'm only making this because I feel those who are close to me deserve to know my current situation. Never would I use my disorders as a way to gain attention and am not seeking it.