Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-28920015-20170707051244/@comment-26120744-20170716205153

Ng: ........

Ng: .... That isn't a cause, Chara. A cause has a connotation of selflessness, a willingness to sacrifice for a greater ideal. There is no greater ideal to what you're saying. Only barbarism.

Ng: And as for what changed..... I was numb my whole life, Chara. Numb to guilt, numb to regret, numb to morality of the notion of selflessness. I was able to revel in the darker sides of the human psyche as much as I wanted.

Ng: And then I died. And then I was brought back. In the process of being brought back, however, something inside me went wrong. Or rather, for the first time ever, something was RIGHT.

Ng: I felt empathy. I felt guilt. I was chemically capable of having those feelings. And it hurt. A LOT.

Ng: So yes, I'm the SOUL of HATE. But do you know WHAT I HATE now?

Ng: I HATE who I used to be. I hate the monster I was, the IDIOT I was. So don't give me that bullshit about a cause. I of all people know that evil is not a cause. Never has been, never will be.