User blog comment:General Phychodash/Guys, I need help/@comment-25899476-20151208233201

First off, you should continue to wait for summer, but also try to learn how to enjoy the winter, even if it's just a little bit. Find the few things you love about your current life, and hold onto them.

As for your thoughts that your reason is stupid... It's not. It's not stupid at all to want to have the one thing that makes you happy. Speak to your psychologists and your friends. They care about you, and they won't laugh.