User blog:Sukie The Human Mangle/To Be Honest

Hello There Everyone, It's Sukie Here 

'''Just thought I let some of my feelings out here and let you all know what has been going on with me. '''

NOTE: I am not trying to seek attention so please don't say that I am

'''Anyway, I just want you all to know that if I am feelin down or mad or anything, just know it isn;t you guys. I'm rarely an open peson about my problems cause I don't want pity or attemtion seeking. I want you all to know that i will be uping the dose on my anti-depressnts then maybe I won't be sad and angry as much. I' doing this oit of my own will and getting a doctor to talk to again. I have had many doctors in the past, but with all the stress I'm dealing with I could really use someone to talk to in real life. '''

'''I don't ever want to make the burden of someone else trying to make me happy and relase all my feelings, I want to help myself with these problems I'm facing. You all can be here for me and support me, just don't try to help cause the only person that can hel me is myself. '''

'''I just wanted to adress this to you all just a reminder as to why I leave chat a lot and why I bearly talk. I don;t talk much cause of social anxeity. I am trying to stay strong and work on this and not be so shy. Also I do have panic attacks more then what I use to have another thing I need to work on. It's best if I leave chat if or when i feel like panicing. '''

'''Anyway nothing to worry about here, I am okay as of right now. Plus of anyone need to talk I would be happy to talk just make note I'm really shy so I will use small words, just know that it's not that I don't like you its just I need time to warm up to you all. Okay?'''

'''Thank you all for reading this if have or are reading it now, I will accept comments. :)'''

Yours Truly,

Sukie~♥