Thread:Creep E. Coyote/@comment-27344811-20171031182204/@comment-26028315-20171101013125

HugeClockTowerFan wrote: That's the part that made me say what I did. It seemed a little threatening to me. Sorry if that was just me taking it the wrong way. That was the part you took the wrong way? Well, sorry, then. I didn't intend for you to take it personally.

As for the cuss part, I never said you did (although for the record, in my family, "piss" is a cuss word regardless of use; it's just interpretation and whether your core beliefs see it as a cuss word or not). I know, but RWQFSFASXC395248 had said, in comment to one of my Youtube videos, that he's pretty sure that "piss" is a swear word, and I was just wanting to make sure you weren't gonna say the same thing. To be honest, I don't even consider "damn" to be a swear word, but that's a different story entirely.

You are right, you do know your own mind better than anyone else here. However, there are some things you simply can't see about yourself, no matter how hard you try. Other people can. We can all try to help each other discover what we don't know about ourselves. That much is true - mainly, the stuff I don't know is what's on the outside. But people really can't get a good lock on how my brain works unless they do a full brain scan on it or something. It is seriously unpredictable, and yeah, sometimes even I don't know what it'll make me do next. But that doesn't mean that other people will know what my brain will make my body do if even I, the owner of said brain, doesn't know.

Now, if you haven't tried before, I would suggest keeping a journal. Write your angry thoughts in there. It could be a good way to say what you want to say without suffering the consequences. If that doesn't help your verbal side, then you could punch something that you can't do harm to, like a pillow. I always kept a broken game controller around for me to toss and throw when I got upset. I've tried the journal thing before, but it's never worked. And for punching something I can't do harm to, that's the thing: for me to get rid of my anger physically, it needs to have harm being done. If it doesn't, if doing something to it will leave it with not a scratch, then that just gets me even more aggravated.

It's good you regret what you did. It shows that you're willing to own up to your actions which is a sign of maturity. "Maturity"... never really entered into it, considering how my brain functions the way a child's would. And I'm not just saying that.