User:Mangledmeddlingmetal/Alts Section

WARNING: This shit gets dark. Some of these deal with touchy themes. If suicide and death in the least bit bother you, DO NOT READ.

One Small Thought= The writhing pain of Previous battles fought. One found high fame The other just rot. Other, she struggled. Other, grief wrought. The one's praise had doubled The other's had not. I am the other And tell you, I ought: By God's evil brother My life is bought.

Three flicks of fire, Two drops of ice, One seed of sadness, No gust of life.
 * -|Countdown=

I sit beyond the water's beach, The breeze a storm around me. The trees, so strong, laughing, 'weak.' Still. This choice is made freely.
 * -|This Choice. Still.=

I sit beyond the water's shore, The campfire Hell's whole force. Needing, wanting, I'm but a chore. Still. This choice is not yours.

I sit beyond the water's edge, The kitten, fierce lion's head. The rabbit's carcass, still, and dead. Still. This choice is purely bred.

Still. Now I sleep. Still. Still. Need no more. Still. Still. Still. Vanished dread.

Still. Still. Still. Still.

Still.

You broke my heart, You tore me down, You left me helpless, And now I drown.
 * -|Drown=

The tiger's eyes locked Fiercely on his prey. But a jump away he stood Blood lusting, ready to strike. Nothing stopped him. He was strong. He was hungry.
 * -|The Tiger=

But the tiger only turned. He turned, and walked away.

>Goodbye. It's enough. Said Often But not Always. Always... Never... Hello.
 * -|Salut=

You never cared. You never shared. You never dared To help me.
 * -|Call of The Loon=

Now on the moon. Call of the loon. I'll see you soon. Die freely.

Hidden, hiding, Found.
 * -|Hidden=

Fallen, Falling, Found.

Hidden, Hiding, Found.

Hidden, Dying, Lost.

Truths rarely escape Red devilish lips of joy. Broken, I remain.
 * -|Devil's Joy=

Red flame: A fire. Night filled with light's flood.
 * -|Red Flame=

Red blade: Desire. Lost all my cold blood.

Back turned, give no grace, to my moonlit lace clad face of anger, spite, loneliness, fear. Head hung in disgrace, this winner-less race I wish I could embrace his cold, without trace of life body; I love you, my dear.
 * -|Lace=

And in this empty place, this turmoil I face of anger, spite, loneliness fear. My love won't be replaced. Others I will not chase And though I could have saved his cold, breathless face of betrayal; I loved you, my dear.

Tick. She watches the time move Tick. Each second an hour or more Tick. Broken and beaten Tick. The world moves forth Tick. A slow metronome march Tick. A musical score Tick. But to her limp body Tick. Knife beside on the floor Tick. On deaf ears it has fallen Tick. Once again, as thousands before Tick. Fate gave her choices Tick. She closed all his doors Tick. They tried with the arts Tick. With science, philosophy, lore Tick. None of these worked and Tick. She's bleeding out on the floor Tick. And breathing a time no more Tick. She's bleeding Tick. She's bleeding out Tick. She's bleeding out on the floor.
 * -|A Time No More=

Mask on Take a step Out of bed Out of covers Stay alive So no one thinks Anything’s wrong
 * -|Mask on=

Mask on Take a breath Swallow food Swallow the burn Show no pain So they all think Nothing’s wrong

Because nothing’s wrong Everything’s fine The mask is on It’s there to hide All of the pain On the inside

“Are you okay?” Mask on “Why yes Nothing’s wrong Please do not stress” “Okay,” he says And is on his way I wish him happiness On my horrid day

Because nothing’s wrong Everything’s fine The mask is on It’s there to hide All of the pain On the inside

Mask on Take the keys Into car Onto road Go to work And get paid Everything’s fine

“Everything’s fine” I lie “Help me” Inside, I cry “Everything’s fine” I lie With the mask on I die

That beautiful face; soft features held aghast in the icy darkened night as ashy air dances past.
 * -|Ms. Cinders=

Cinders at her feet still glow orange unknown; like foxes frolicking about on a snow that Death had thrown.

Annabelle, Elizabeth, Georgia, Liz, or May; any could have been her name I know her as Dismay.

A bed of still warm coals contrast the nightly air; light and darkness together met pain brought by those who dare.

Rage and anger grow inside me the size of the inferno mere hours past; the ones who burned my house, my love, this night will be their last.

I had friends, I had power I once had it all
 * -|Lost=

A slip, then a trip And then a great fall

What I once had called friendships Now closing in walls

Trust had been broken Deceit made his calls

I’m now standing there broken In Fate’s longest hall

Wondering in darkness How I lost it all

A stranger needed my help one night I fought for him, all my might He said, “Keep to yourself” But that never helped Listen to me now.
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My comrade broke through depression’s bite Temporarily won the fight He said, “Live for yourself” But that never helped Listen to me now.

My best friend kept me at home one night Alone in dark horror’s light He said, “Fend for yourself” But that never helped Listen to me now.

My brother feared he’d done nothing right Acted as though life’s a fight He said, “Keep to yourself” But that never helped Listen to me now.

Listen to me now And I will show you how We were broken down Got each-other out Even if It never helped.

Memories fade. Times are forgotten These facts of life ring true.
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But future holds this view.

This obstacle is new.

Never thought I'd lose you.

Blood drop, blood drop, carry me away. Blood drop, blood drop, show me the way to run and escape, all of my fears. As I hit a corner, the monster drawing near. All of a sudden, the blood stopped.
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“Where are you going?” she asked Shoulders fell Lips quivered with the question Entire body quaked as the loneliness dawned
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“Not too far” he said Shoulders strong Lips firm Confidence remaining

“When will you return?” She asked Hoping the answer would be soon

“Not too long” he said Voice as distant as the moon

She heaved a great sigh Tears rolled down her cheek She watched him leave Seconds turned to weeks

Every time he left Part of her was lost Soon nothing would be left An empty shell waiting

Bite my tongue Never say these words Not to you No matter how true
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I've found with time Love is never Will never Be only joy

It's fanged with pain Longing Unspoken words Untread paths of fate

Trace your jaw Softly kiss I want to do this I must resist

This is my life I stab in the dark At what I want What makes us happy

The only good choice Still breaks my heart I hurt myself I hurt you more

But I'll bite my pain And hide it away So nobody knows I love you

The worst part of the illness, is wanting to fix it
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But...

Being too confused to ask for help

Being too stressed to do what you love

Being too lonely to accept any love

Being too tired to sleep

Being too hungry to eat

Being too aware to see the truth

Too ill to seek a cure

Brother, __ I beg of you. Don't leave me here waiting. Don't forget to return.
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Brother, __ I plea to you. I know that you're hurting. I know that it burns.

But brother, __ I still need you. Forever I'd be broken. Forever awaiting your return.

The best man is not he who claims victory over others. The best man is not he who thinks he's the worst. He is not the one who tries to take himself to the top. Nor the man who forces others to come first.
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The best man is the one who does not care where he sits. The best man is the one who simply lives and lets live. He helps himself enough to get by. And to help the others he spends all his life.

But the best man never ever thinks where he is. He lives and lets live. He cares for the world like the fragile wine glass it is.

You said I didn't love you because I was with someone else. From those words alone I have been through hell.
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What's more is you threatened to completely leave my life. I watched and I was helpless as you took the dreaded knife.

Of course there were others. I was not the only one. But I was one of the reasons that your time left dropped to none.

Up against your skin Pressure. Spilling blood. The world collapsed around us future clear as mud.

You told me I don't love you. You couldn't see it was a lie. Now that the world's without you I feel I want to die.

A wolf and a rabbit, they just disagreed. So they fought and they fought until the rabbit broke free.
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A fox met the wolf and they sat under a tree. 'Til their thoughts and love mingled and sung them to sleep.

A cat caught the rabbit and they sat down to tea. They found they were haunting each others' good dreams.

So the cat and the rabbit, for the future they'd seen decided to bring happiness and never to leave.

But after some time the rabbit had thoughts Of how the cat's charm was seeming to rot.

And though in love with the wolf, the small fox Caught sight of the rabbit, her own mind she fought.

But it was too much, when the rabbit met with the fox. She gave him a duplicate key, her heart was the lock.

The rabbit took it, though he said he would not. The fires of confusion inside the fox then burned hot.

The cat found a mouse, a new toy, a new feed. The rabbit, caught in Cat's Trap, forced his way free.

Now rabbit with no one to love felt no need. The fox had to force him to stay on his feet.

Seconds to hours and days into weeks. 'Til an eagle swooped down from his perch on a tree.

Cat and Mouse, Fox and Wolf, had all that they need. And finally the rabbit, with Eagle, was free.

This will pass. I may feel that the world is crumbling. I may feel that the world hates me. I may feel that nobody wants me. I may feel that a thousand eyes stare in distaste at my broken and scarred body. I may want to burn in the pits of hell. I may want to lash out at those closest to me in a feeble attempt to get them to turn away and learn to hate me like I hate myself. I may want pain and misery and suffering and madness. I may want to draw my own blood and let it run forever out of my veins. I may want to give up on my future and dreams. I may find that there is no reason to even move. I may want to hide away in a box in the corner with a blanket of shadows wrapped around me. I may want to never be found again. I may want to sink deeper into the abyss I've jumped into. I may want to keep digging this hole deeper despite already making it impossible to climb out on my own. I may not care if I broke every bone in my body. I may not care. I may want. I may feel. I may find. This will pass.
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A giggle here. A chuckle there
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I'm always laughing 'til I have no air.

It’s pitiful, It really is. How I can see this, But you never did.
 * -|Blindness=<div style="border: 3px groove #007099; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Cambria; 7px; background:linear-gradient(#000000, #003044); color:white; box-shadow:0 0 25px #007099">

I’m not perfect, Why don’t you see? There is no reason To care for me.

I’m just a burden, I’m not a help. No matter how many times You tell yourself...

That you love me, And always will. I’m flawed and broken. Your heart, I’ll kill.

But please don’t go. I may call you blind. It’s because I’m hoping That I might find...

Somewhere in your heart, When I say those words... That you won’t listen, That they won’t be heard.

I want to love you. I want you to tell Me how you love me, And to love myself.

Do not hurt me, Yell at me, Or tell me what to do.
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Do not throw me, Lie to me, Or tell me what to say.

Do not make my decisions.

Do not tell me where I belong.

But above all else… Don’t say you’re the only one in the wrong.

Hey, I just wanted to say. That I love you. Now have a nice day.
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It’s not the calling of the birds on the wind. It’s not the gentle sway of trees. It’s not the crackling of a fire. It’s not the trickle of an early morning rain. It’s the soft smile in your voice when you say my name.
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I want to feel nothing but happiness when I hear your name. I want to smile with every word you say. I want to put an end to the sadness. I want to return to jokes and smiles and laughs. I want to be with the one who brings me joy. I want to be truly happy. With you, my love. With you. I want to be with you.
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Dress, hair, and makeup. Shoes and a purse. He looked at his body, didn't know which was the worst.
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He felt so betrayed. His own mother didn't see that the pronoun of "she" was only skin deep.

Mere hours ago A suit and a tie was what he was wearing. Then he felt fine.

But now he was a doll. A painted face on a stone. He was not who he was. A king forced to queen's throne.

Dress, hair and makeup. Shoes and a purse. One day before many, but far from the first.

So weak and frail Soon kick the pail No sleet nor hail You always fail
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Songs
These songs already have a musical part written, and the lyrics match up to said music. If you think you're going to take my lyrics and put them to your own music, think again. Just because I don't have the recording equipment I need to put my voice and music together, doesn't mean you can steal it.

Also sorry for the repetitiveness of the lyrics. I Won't Help You=<div style="border: 3px groove #999999; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Cambria; 7px; background:linear-gradient(#000000, #444444); color:white; box-shadow:0 0 25px #999999"> I won't help you.

Throw me down and Break my soul I'll Bite my tongue but On my life, no I won't help you.

Throw me down but On my life, I won't help you. Break my soul but On my life, I won't help you.

Throw me down and Break my soul I'll Bite my tongue but On my life, no I won't help you.

Bite my touge but On my life, I won't help you.

On my life, no I won't help you.

Throw me down and Break my soul I'll Bite my tongue but On my life, no I won't help you.

Throw me down but On my life, I won't help you. Break my soul but On my life, I won't help you.

Throw me down and Break my soul I'll Bite my tongue but On my life, no I won't help you.

Bite my touge but On my life, I won't help you.

On my life, no I won't help you.